ok, so I finally just fucking took the time (which I don't actually have cos I have to learn, for fuck's sake) to create a new LJ to post my poems, but every stoopid name I pick is already taken. dammit! and those were so cool names! :-(
nevermind, I just decided to write this while I wait for another note that the name I wnated is already taken.....
wrote a test today. was alright, I guess....2 down 3 to go. one test on thursday, the last two next week. yuk! and well, afterwards I MIGHT have time to finally enjoy christmas time. urgh, I'm so bitchy. nevermind.
oooh, they finally took a name. YAY! so I gotta finish that new LJ.
love, A.
nevermind, I just decided to write this while I wait for another note that the name I wnated is already taken.....
wrote a test today. was alright, I guess....2 down 3 to go. one test on thursday, the last two next week. yuk! and well, afterwards I MIGHT have time to finally enjoy christmas time. urgh, I'm so bitchy. nevermind.
oooh, they finally took a name. YAY! so I gotta finish that new LJ.
love, A.
well mucho thanks ;-)
hab schon 2 bzw.4 klausurn hinter mir ( 1x Recht, 3xSBWL)
morgen schreib ich 3 ABWL-klausuren. des wird so scheiße. mit noch nich mal bei dr hälfte mitm lernen. so ne kacke, ich schaffs glaub echt nemme bis morgen alles gescheit zu lernen. :-(
egahhl...
und der name is doch net einer von den ganz coolen geworden, aber naja.
also, bis bald !!
hi!!! it's me, amethyst02
pms attacks, yeah, i get those too! there were so many names that i wanted and they were taken as well.
i lost my dad in '93, and it doesn't get any better. it's still hard, especially around the holidays,the birthday, the anniversary of when he left. that's when i started writing. the words started pouring out. maybe i should post the ones about loss and stuff that i went through. i might have everyone crying, 'cause it's really deep stuff- not poetry.
laura
Re: hi!!! it's me, amethyst02
so you found my other journal ;-)
I can totally relate to what you wrote. people usually don't get that something like that is always on your mind and makes everything harder for you.
If you want to post that "stuff", I'd really appreciate it. but only if you want to!
Ariane